motherhood tourettes

posted by: jennifer


it is
   a crazy morning.

breakfast for three
lunches for two

no work space on the countertop
    s     
      cat         ed
           ter
       dirty dishes.

should have
would have
   .....but Downton

and
   wet laundry sits in the washer.

so now,
  random thoughts bubbling to the surface
of my brain
   s        
     c att     
                er        d
                        e  

and
i yell out 
to no one in particular
or maybe just to me?
   BAGEL!
                   LITTER BOX!
                                    P.E. CLOTHES!
     LAUNDRY!
                EPSOM SALTS!

it is.

Art Journal

 

a scattering, smidgen of, sample, snippet,,,
some pages from my journal

 

XO, April

 

 



 

Reducing guilt and fat one apple at a time

Apples

Apples make me think of

pie

back to school

the height of a Smurf

keeping the doctor away

Johnny Appleseed

and

that twinge of guilt I used to feel whenever I threw away an old apple.

You know, the very ones that kept being passed by.  Who's going to choose the soft, mealy, bruised fruit when sitting right next to it is a crisp, juicy, and firm beauty?  Not me.  (Oh dear, I suddenly see an analogy here between youth and old age!)

So those less than desirable apples in my larder used to roll around in the bin until they were so wrinkly, I could finally send them to the mulch pile.  I looked the other way when I tossed them to minimize the remorse.  Food waste denial.

I have a dear friend who told me years ago that she made applesauce from her "old" apples.  This sounded both very frugal and a lot of work.  Despite her insistence that "it is so easy",  I continued tossing apples and buying jarred applesauce.  I double-downed on my regret whenever I threw out leftover applesauce gone fuzzy.

A few years ago for some unknown reason (too much time on my hands?),  I decided to make applesauce from some poor old apples.   It WAS easy and I continue to do it. 

 I have an apple peeler/corer, which makes a snap out of the prep work. 

  

The peeled and cored apple slices go into a pot all by themselves. No water, sugar, or seasonings. 

I turn low heat under the pot and the apples cook while I do something else.

I stir the pot occasionally and smash the softening apple pieces with my wooden stirring spoon to create a puree.  The puree is sometimes chunky and sometimes pulverized, depending on my mood.

When all the apples are soft and mashed, I turn off the heat and let the sauce cool.

Then I measure the sauce into 1 cup packages and put them into the freezer.

6 apples made 1 1/4 cup applesauce.

The frozen applesauce thaws quickly.

That's the reducing guilt part of the story.  Now here's the reducing fat part, which further reduces guilt.  Really this is a win-win effort.

You can reduce the amount of fat in baked goodies by substituting applesauce for some of the fat.  

My favorite recipe for doing this is for Applesauce Oatmeal Muffins.

Here's the recipe:

1/2 cup butter is what is called for, but I only use 1/4 cup butter

3/4 cup brown sugar, lightly packed

1 egg

1 cup flour

1/2 tsp. cinnamon

1 tea. baking powder

1/4 tsp. salt

3/4 cup applesauce is what is called for, but I increase it to 1 cup applesauce

1/2 cup raisins

1 cup oatmeal (not instant)

1/2 cup chopped nuts

Cream butter, gradually add brown sugar and cream until light and fluffy.  Add egg and beat well.  Mix well next 5 ingredients and add alternately with applesauce to creamed mixture, stirring well.  Add next 3 ingredients and mix well.  Spoon into 12 baking cups which are lining muffin tin cups.  Bake in preheated 350○ oven for 25-30 minutes.  Sprinkle with powdered sugar.

This works deliciously. I have used this method successfully for Gingerbread, 

Zucchini Bread, Pumpkin Bars, Chocolate Cake, well, you get the idea.


I guess this is proof that I am getting saucier as I get older.

t.t.f.n. ~ Carol