
Sketchbook,
notebook, diary, journal… I have always wanted to hold in my hand a complete book
filled with my thoughts, notes, sketches and/or art. But until recently, I was
going about it all wrong. Once, I did completely fill a journal/diary. It felt
somewhat satisfying but something about it didn't feel thorough. Although I didn't realize it then, what felt wrong was that it didn't contain any doodles or
sketches. When I tried to keep a sketchbook, I felt my work
looked forced, flat and lifeless. Up until very recently, I kept these ~ a
sketchbook, a journal, and a spiral bound for lists. When the number of
things in a book that I didn't like grossly outweighed the morsels I did, I would
go through them, and tear out pages…I would save drawings that I was happy with, of
a thought that I felt I had captured well, of the list I needed. All the pages I wasn't happy with were tossed and the blank pages were left. The poor books would end up looking like a binder- just two hard covers leaning into one another left with some blank pages and a bunch of raw edges along the binding inside.
Well, now I
have one book. It is for everything. I have not torn out one page and I am well
on my way to filling it up. How did I do it? I started simply. Most often, the
page starts as a list (grocery, things to do…) then it may get a quote or
something that made me smile that I don’t want to forget. Days later that same
page may be revisited with some paint covering the list I don’t need anymore or
something I wrote that I don’t feel needs to be read again. It is messy, full
of layers. I love it… when I use it as a sketchbook my art feels more alive. When I need a list, I know right where it is.
And, I have never had a journal for my thoughts that I have felt more
comfortable with.
Here are
some bits of it…
I would
like to give away a notebook for you to fill. If you would like to be entered
to win it, leave a comment. A winner will be announced here on Monday 6/23. ♥
***The winner(s) are both of you who commented! :)
XO,
April